Hey there. Don’t believe everything that you think. Especially when it’s in the face of things you’re wanting to accomplish.
Your mind will fight you, especially at the beginning of things or if you’re restarting after a long break. I know this because I’ve been through it countless times myself. One of the biggest things that helps me is journaling. I write out the thoughts swirling around in my head, even when I feel like it won’t help much. But here’s the interesting part. Once you see those thoughts written down or typed out, you look at them differently.